In my case I have a big exam next month and I have camped in our family's condo in the city to "focus more" as my parents suggested.
Yes, like most Asians it is normal for us to still live with our parents at the ripe age of thirty.
But I was away for almost a decade for my post graduate studies and I did lived alone until I was done with it and was ready to come home in the country. Funny that during the years I was away during cigarette breaks with my colleagues I always pictured myself still living in the city and away from the country.
Never did I thought that I would crave to live back home in the uncomplicated road map of country living.
When I came home for summer this year I couldnt stop picturing myself as Rachel Bison in The Hart of Dixie. Although avoiding a lot of social interactions except close friends and family during my two month stay didnt really expose me much to meet any cute country lads. It is a very big exam that I'm preparing and I have a tendency to be easily distracted. Hence this blog.
Today I couldnt help but miss home. The home cooked meals. My parents. The convenience of everything there. My fur babies: my cat, my dog, and my parrot.
Its so hard to focus when you have these cluttering your brain. And at this time of my life where focus is very much needed. I still have time, though. See I squeezed a bit of my time to start a blog. LOL.
Maybe I'll study in a Starbucks tomorrow or a cafe that serves pasta, maybe Coffee Bean and Tea Leaf. And maybe, some cute guy would end up asking for my number. Lol. Or maybe I'll just avoid them, it could be one of those multi level marketing peeps ha ha.
Note to self: Try harder. Focus more. You're no longer a bubbling 20-something! K?!